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Miss Manila UP!














               LOS ANGELES,
           CALIFORNIA

                  ince I was twelve                                                       born in the Philippines
                  I had always                                                            and gave birth to my
                  wanted to be                                                            Nana Liz. I know it
          Sa princess, my                                                                 seems quite confusing
           favorite princess was                                                          with the names but
           Aurora from the 1956                                                           there is a secret reason
           Disney film “Sleeping                                                          for that. My Lola and
           Beauty”. Although she                                                          Nana came to the United
           only had sixteen lines                                                         States to leave a troubled
           throughout the entire                                                          relationship. In the U.S.
           movie her voice always                                                         she became a professor at
           captivated me and I sang                                                       a private college teaching
           along in my pink Aurora                                                        journalism. Not only was
           inspired gown. I never                                                         she a smart cookie but
           thought that I would                                                           she was a Beauty queen
           live out a moment like a                                                       in the Philippines. She
           princess.                                                                      would tell me about how
             I grew up in a quiet                                                         she would feel walking
           home with my mom                                                               down the runway in her
           Joanna. She was always                                                         big beautiful gown. I
           inspiring me to be the best version of myself. She was   praised her for being so confident and one day hoped to
           a hard working single parent, was soon remarried and   have the same experience.
           brought a new man into my life that I am proud to call   I would have never pictured myself in a beauty
           my dad. Their relationship showed me what true love   pageant or being able to walk in six inch heels without
           really is. Within their relationship I gained a little sister   falling. But on the day I was scouted at my Junior
           and a brother whom I love dearly. I have always had a   basketball game in 2016 I was not really considering
           close relationship with my mom. Although we love to   joining until my Mom really pushed me to be
           bicker with each other she is always around to make   adventurous and try it out. I remember orientation
           me happy. My mom was one of the many women who      being so awkward, my hair was a wreck, my makeup
           inspired me everyday to be the confident woman I am   was completely disproportionate, and my white cocktail
           today.                                              dress shaped my body into a box like figure. From that
             Mom spent most of her time growing up with my     moment on I knew I wanted to be a part of the pageant
           Lola Anita. My Lola had many stories to tell and I   and found myself within the process.
           loved listening to every single one of them. She was   Sadly, that year of the pageant I did not place nor

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